Ugh I think I'm reaching my limit soon. :( Sadly; very very sadly. Maybe just my emotional limit for the moment...
Today has been a good day 2 of the intensive. We are in the dinner break right now and I can smell the food as I type; I'm just waiting for the line to go down a little so I can eat. This morning we had Danny Long who is like my absolute favourite and I'm so in love with her; (I might have said that last night; I can't remember anything I wrote I was so tired and out of it then really....) and I had a fun scene to do with this girl that was a little ditzy but sad as well. Then we had Tim Littleton this afternoon and we got to actually pick our own scenes for it; I chose this scene from Legally Blonde that I think was deleted from the final version of the movie. It was so fun; I had to go at the end though so my nerves kept building up. I'm also wearing a dress to feel pretty and try and stay cool in the sweaty hot room and I want to stretch but it's difficult in a dress and I don't want to draw attention to myself in a "look at me I'm trying to get attention" way.
Cheering for the music video is so hard; I feel really fat and I don't get to fly and that's what I love and do best. I don't mind basing some; but partner stunting is what I thrive on and what I'm best at and I don't get to do it. Some of the people treat me like I don't know anything about cheerleading as well; despite the fact that duh I actually taught cheerleading for my summer job!
I'm not sure how it's going to work; I just found out that I am going to be doing the kids show at New Theatre next week and I'm kind of freaking out about it for a number of reasons. I love Christmas and I was so excited to get to do a Christmas kids show and be around kids and the holidays and everything, but I'm worried about time with everything I need to do and the cheer video and preparing scripts for my full time class and everything else. I love performing for kids so much; (last show we got an actual encore where we came back on stage and sang the last song again!), I'll be stepping outside of my comfort zone more than I have in a long time with this one though. I know that's good though so I will appreciate the opportunity for it and go in brave and ready to explore and have fun! (That's what I'm going to convince myself anyway...)
Umn, ok, I don't remember what else I was going to type; my brain is fried! Twenty five minutes to eat before the next session with Marty who just got here. (woo hoo he remembers me from the workshops I did at IFSS!) :) Hopefully comedy will cheer me up a bit ;)
Today has been a good day 2 of the intensive. We are in the dinner break right now and I can smell the food as I type; I'm just waiting for the line to go down a little so I can eat. This morning we had Danny Long who is like my absolute favourite and I'm so in love with her; (I might have said that last night; I can't remember anything I wrote I was so tired and out of it then really....) and I had a fun scene to do with this girl that was a little ditzy but sad as well. Then we had Tim Littleton this afternoon and we got to actually pick our own scenes for it; I chose this scene from Legally Blonde that I think was deleted from the final version of the movie. It was so fun; I had to go at the end though so my nerves kept building up. I'm also wearing a dress to feel pretty and try and stay cool in the sweaty hot room and I want to stretch but it's difficult in a dress and I don't want to draw attention to myself in a "look at me I'm trying to get attention" way.
Cheering for the music video is so hard; I feel really fat and I don't get to fly and that's what I love and do best. I don't mind basing some; but partner stunting is what I thrive on and what I'm best at and I don't get to do it. Some of the people treat me like I don't know anything about cheerleading as well; despite the fact that duh I actually taught cheerleading for my summer job!
I'm not sure how it's going to work; I just found out that I am going to be doing the kids show at New Theatre next week and I'm kind of freaking out about it for a number of reasons. I love Christmas and I was so excited to get to do a Christmas kids show and be around kids and the holidays and everything, but I'm worried about time with everything I need to do and the cheer video and preparing scripts for my full time class and everything else. I love performing for kids so much; (last show we got an actual encore where we came back on stage and sang the last song again!), I'll be stepping outside of my comfort zone more than I have in a long time with this one though. I know that's good though so I will appreciate the opportunity for it and go in brave and ready to explore and have fun! (That's what I'm going to convince myself anyway...)
Umn, ok, I don't remember what else I was going to type; my brain is fried! Twenty five minutes to eat before the next session with Marty who just got here. (woo hoo he remembers me from the workshops I did at IFSS!) :) Hopefully comedy will cheer me up a bit ;)
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